good grief.my throat is begining to resemble ...i don't know. i'm just gonna say it is NOT pretty. it reminds me of when i was at app, and people would come up to me and ask to see my throat, because it was so bad at one point. I should have let tim take me to the infirmary and maybe even went and had my tonsils out. oh well. lol i'm still not sleeping right. and boy is it starting to really take its toll! i think i use more energy trying to fall asleep than i get out of sleeping. and when i do it like 3 or 4 times in a nights time ...well it isn't no wonder i feel the way i do!! i stayed up till after midnight. i figured david was gonna go to bed around 10 but he stayed up too....i played solataire, messed around online,etc anything to try to tire myself out.i am thinking bout a hot bath and some wine late tonight. i think i drink to early for it to have an effect on me anymore. i can remember when ONE B&J wine cooler would knock me into a deep sleep where i'd wake up with … [Read more...]
Archives for May 2010
payperpost test
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sleep would be nice…
I feel like CRAP today, let me tell you. first of all I haven't been sleeping AT ALL for like a week and a half. i've been so worried about my nanny, and all kinda other mess, well I just lay awake and think to much. which isn't saying a whole lot, because i'm like that anyways. but with the hot weather and added worries, well its not helping. second of all its rainy and dreary...so of course i don't feel like doing anything. so whatever. i'll lazy around for a while and eventually get the dishes washed and thts probably all i'll accomplish today. i've been working on my review for eden fantasies... i need to come to a conclusion and get that up. i'm so slow lol. the sad thing is i was actually back to sleep before david went to work this morning, and then the car wouldn't start, so i had to call my mom at 630 to come jump off our car. our neighbors are a bunch of pricks. i really wish we still lived at our old apt. our neighbors were SO MUCH BETTER than that. Sam … [Read more...]
I could have SWORE i wrote a rant post about my phone yesterday. long story short the keyboard has quit lighting up AGAIN. I should have KNOWN better than to get another motorola phone.ugh. I will have to call the warranty dealer store to see if they have one in stock, if not i'll wait...i'm not paying 9 bucks for shipping again! I think if it happens again, they said i can get something different. i have a feeling it will happen again, so i'm thinking about a white mytouch. Also, my window button (that gives me access to windows/options now has to be hit like 4x to get the options to come up) anywayys... i was laughing at some comments that i got on my last entry...because YES i am married lol. i've been married come 3years in june. i put up the old pic of me and my nanny because of her being sick and everything...it just seemed appropriate! I am up early for me this morning because my mom has gotten in this annoying habit of calling me lately, instead of waiting for … [Read more...]
Wordless Wed: Me & My Nanny (Great Grandma)
it felt AWESOME
I wrote an entry or two on livejournal today and damn did it ever feel good!! I have to say it felt good to write from the heart and not censor myself. which i probably should do here, but hey...sometimes things should be written somewhere where they aren't easily accessed by every tom dick and harry if you know what I mean. but yes, i definantly want to make that a habit :) I bought my domain as i mentioned before. Nicole will be setting it up for me , that way everything from here will show up there and all that good stuff. i might hunt down a theme/ update some subpages to celebrate :)the new site is Autumn-Rain.Net :) of course i will let everyone know when it is ready and all that good stuff. David got in a wreck today :( my car is a smudge bit tore up, and i won't know the extent until my dad gets back. at least it ran and there are no fluids leaking out of it, and noone got hurt. seriously, today has been one of those days that i would go jump off a cliff if i thought … [Read more...]