I don't really know Manda...but I know of her. I really really hope she pulls through. It is so sad that she got to the point where she couldn't cope with her problems and felt that that she had to take such actions. It honestly breaks my heart...and I pray for her and her family, and her baby. I am excited today because pretty little liars comes on tv tonight on abc family.i hope they don't screw it up too bad, because the books are awesome! I mean so were the gossip girl books but they took that show way off course frome the books. but then again you only have 10 books to work with so i guess you do just start having to make things up!! I wrote part of another post but i think i was coming off wrong, and I just ended up saving it as a draft. i'm honestly in no mood to start anything even if its unintentionally! sometimes you just have to let shit go, and ignore things! which is hard for me i admit, but i have done better with that lately!! i was just talking to jason about … [Read more...]

after all the target drama, and them assuring me that they would make it right THEY DIDN'T so lets put it this way, i'll spend the 50 bucks thats on the card since noone i know wants it. and i will still owe the 50 on my credit card. but other than that I will have no use for them. Saturday turned into an interesting day. we sat around here bored as hell all day...then about 8 we decided to go to the biker bar lol. i was excited cause i got to wear one of my new outfits,and I hadn't got to go play pool for a looong time. it turned into a bummer that david invited his dad and this weird guy that they hang out with so i just ended up drinking watching and texting a few people. and eating some wings! they had b&j wine cooler for a buck...and I had a couple mixed drinks.we got there about 9 and it was like 1 when we left i think. when we left we stopped at the grocery store and bought more alcohol.i drank about 2 more at davids dads and i was beyond drunk. i seriously dont know why, … [Read more...]

I'm sitting here waiting for david to get home. he had to go pay his insurance, which is over where his dad lives, so I figured he'd make it here about ...430ish..i'm wrong. lol. i actually figured he'd leave work early and make it back here even earlier than that. ohhhh wellz. we are having bbq chicken pizza and fries though, that i am looking forward to eating lol. i kinda wish we had the money to go eat at buffalo wild wings, but it would involve me having to put on some real clothes and do something to my hair sooo... eh.lol my mom is getting on my nerves about the verizon phone, which i knew would happen. my verizon phone is a LG ENV3 which I honestly could care less about in the long run. it is basically a POS in my opinion. it turns off and on by itself, etc etc. i mean i'm really just not impressed.i've also managed to scratch the hell out of the outside screen, not on purpose but just by normal wear and tear. i've had it since thanksgiving. anyways let me get to the … [Read more...]

I just realized how obssessed i am with the letter B lets review, shall we? Baker: should have been my biological maiden name (my grandpa took his moms last name instead of his dads though) Barbie: all my ex-guys always called me barbie, because they said i came with everything lol Beam: Jason. Boo: I had a orange bear as a child i called this. i called tim TAE BOO. I call sammy boo. Baat: (Pronounces BAHT) we had a goat when i was little. i called him this B: i call david this theres probably more, but this is what i came up with this morning at 4 a.m. lol i've been watching too much sesame street. … [Read more...]

I will explain the target thing better tomorrow..michelle is right though it just now there's 50bucks onmy card that I can't use the giftcard to pay. … [Read more...]

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