good grief.my throat is begining to resemble …i don’t know. i’m just gonna say it is NOT pretty. it reminds me of when i was at app, and people would come up to me and ask to see my throat, because it was so bad at one point. I should have let tim take me to the infirmary and maybe even went and had my tonsils out. oh well. lol
i’m still not sleeping right. and boy is it starting to really take its toll!
i think i use more energy trying to fall asleep than i get out of sleeping. and when i do it like 3 or 4 times in a nights time …well it isn’t no wonder i feel the way i do!!
i stayed up till after midnight. i figured david was gonna go to bed around 10 but he stayed up too….i played solataire, messed around online,etc anything to try to tire myself out.i am thinking bout a hot bath and some wine late tonight. i think i drink to early for it to have an effect on me anymore.
i can remember when ONE B&J wine cooler would knock me into a deep sleep where i’d wake up with swollen eyes.
now i cant get it with tequilla,wine,wine coolers,captain,crown or any combo of the sorts, it doesn’t matter what i do come 230/3 am i’m wide awake. then i struggle to get back to sleep by 6, then struggle to get back to sleep. get up at 11 and start all over…
i am putting off going to the grocery store.i hate grocery shopping. you try shopping for all the groceries you need for a month+ and try to stay close to 100 bucks. yeah.
right now i’m trying to clean up the bathroom/kitchen/living room and laundry. i never get to my room or sams room or any of the closets.i need to fry up some hamburger meat, i want to comment everyone. i want to get my eden fantasies review in because I could have already had that done if i wasn’t so behind…