Maybe someday people will realize that i’m seriously SICK of being SICK and TIRED all the damn time! seriously. I am loosing my freaking mind, and noone seems to give a care in the world. Half the time I don’t think anyone listens to a word I say.
The sleep (lack there of, interruptions of etc) are starting to take their toll on me in a big way.
I am loosing interest in EVERYTHING … site, reviews, online period, the house work,etc..Everything honestly just gets on my nerves. The only things I manage to get done are my paid posts and trying to keep up with dishes and clothes. Other than that, it barely crosses my radar. Or let’s rephrase that..by the time i get 5 seconds to do it i’m already wore down.
Sam is on my nerves. David isn’t on my nerves YET but that’s only because we have been fighting like cats and dogs on several occassions lately over stupid stuff and I think i’ve finally got it all out. All sam seems to do is roam the house bouncing around getting into crap and trying to pounce me.. I swear it just seems like he’s doing it more n more and..UGH!
Coffee helped me for a few days, but honestly..not anymore
I think I noticed everything to start changing when I quit tweeting all the time..which has a few months back.
it’s not that i don’t try to get back into things, but it seems like I do good for like a split second then i’m dead on my ass again 🙁
It just seems like right about the time I start sleeping decently I have to get up for some reason..then I can’t fall asleep for hours.
I have tried ALL KINDS OF different sleep schedules and routines and nothing helps.
I don’t like feeling/being behind and ill and cranky ALL the time but it’s becomming that way. The last time I was like this was right before my great grandma died…and it wasn’t pretty.
I miss blogging regularly, tweeting constantly. posting on V getting my reviews up. I already had to switch grits-reviews to my adult reviews only instead of posting others reviews
I miss interacting. I miss Commenting.I miss it all, but I can’t seem to get the energy to be able to do it anymore..
Please keep me in your thoughts/prayers/etc if you don’t mind. I need all the support I can get in getting back to normal!