everyone always wonders why i’m never in a good mood. I don’t know. maybe its because my sleep is so messed up. or maybe its because it seems like i’m always sick. which could lead you to maybe its becase i dont feel as though my husband loves me anymore. and maybe thats why I’m always blue and have migraines. because nothing I do is good enough
its never what I DO its the stupuid random stuff that he comes up with that i DIDNT DO. just because you tell me you love me all the time doesn’t mean its something that i’m feeling.
everytime his brother comes over he pulls off this attitude of an ASS. like i’m beneath him or something. hes already started and hasnt been home an hour yet. over shadows fish bowl. i left it up here and forgot to take it back downstairs. yeah man that really seems like something to start a fight over! and then he wants to know if i want to drink tonight? yeah right. apparently if he’s already acting like that it will only get worse with alcohol and I wnat to be sober enough to leave if I need to