Hey Everyone
Well.. what I went to look at Friday night having to do with my “vague” part of my posts the last few days. We had plans to go look at something to do with it Saturday and we were gonna go with it- and then something else popped on the radar and now its in my eyes that one or something that would have to be equal to it and it is AWESOME but I am going through a range of emotions that is killing me!
I have tried to not be really stoked over this from the get go because this has been something that we have tried for this in the past and not got very far and this time we are essentially going backwards and it is easier to get more excited over it when you legit don’t even know that it is going to “pan out” as I always say.
So from the get go I have been more excited about it than I should- and counter with finding the MECCA yesterday and basically getting pumped full of sunshine from my mom and another party involved + what I read online I was ESTATIC last night and was on an adrenaline high and dreamed about it and couldn’t even sleep this morning.
However , my rush over everything has essentially crashed and I just want to cry. I won’t know A THING Till tomorrow and honestly I am in a bit of a time crunch and I don’t know.. just not on the level I was ๐
Phew.Enough with the Vagueness no? ๐ I promise it is all good things but it’s a waiting game and I don’t have much faith anymore if it happens it happens if it doesn’t well it doesn’t and thats just the way of it- can’t changei
I am feeling tons better as far as my little wacky backy as I have started to refer to it as= my ear is healing up and it is itching like mad. The heat is horrid though and with my girly issues I am very drained so I am still taking it easy. I am hoping to get back in the swing of things this week. I know if this thing picks up and takes off I will NOT Have time for blogging for a while so.. got to step it up for me a bit this week!
I know i need to go grocery shopping with my mom this week but she is going to the foot dr tuesday and wants me to schlep with her and I am like um.. no.. lol I would rather just go later in the week .. I just don’t like going to L town if i don’t have to- it just wastes my day!
well i am gonna watch tv and be chill for a while so I will catch ya later!