Hey Everyone
Well today, I’m in a mini panic about my eye! I mean I am NOT in pain – I can keep it open, close it and all that good stuff that I couldn’t do last week for about 2 days almost.. but… it seems like it is a bit fuzzy when I don’t have my glasses on- but I keep trying to tell myself I never wore my glasses like I should so that is probably WHy- because it has gotten used to my wearing the glasses- + allergy eyes, stress from my grandpa dying , lack of sleep and such- and HELLO IT IS A FREAKING BURN. IN MY EYE. It hasn’t even been a week since I got it initially or since I went to the DR + She didn’t tell me that she thought that there might be lasting damage … so.. I really just need to write it out and calm down! I think my family is sick of me talking about it – which I kind of get it, I mean they weren’t the one experincing this , + other stuff going on and such..
Also this has essentially happened to me TWO TIMES in a couple weeks time- and I didn’t go to get help the first time š so that kind of makes me worried too.
When I have my glasses on I do have a very tiny tiny amount of a feeling like something is in my eye, but I don’t really have the fuzzy thing so..
I have pretty weak eyes anyways, and I really have sucked about wearing my glasses and updating them so..yeah
I had a follow up/ eye exam apt for new glasses today which thanks to my apt place doing one . of their mandatory go through everything /nosey ones .. I couldn’t go and I had to reschedule for tomorrow. I wanted to call and reschedule again for sometime late this afternoon but since I need my mom to take me just in case they have to do something and I can’t drive , I just decided to wait because she is pretty wore out and she had to go with my dad to get his glasses picked up this morning. I also thought about getting the 8 a/m apt they originally offered me but I figured an 11:20 apt was better because I can keep my schedule up lol.. Just seemed more like the time of day for me to be out I guess?
I have been trying to read about eye burns , and without knowing what really caused mine it kind of makes things a bit open ended + she never exactly said I had one – she just said that is what it looks like and by reading things-it seems to match. I waited this long to read up about them , and probably shouldn’t have lol. I know that it can take certain parts of the eye up to like 20+ days to get better so.. again with it not even being a week I don’t know why i’m freaking here ..
Like I say it does itch- like crazy and stuff comes out of it-which is common for me, but there for the 2 days that it was pretty messed up nothing did and that was so crazy to me!
i’m making some lo mein for dinner that I have never made before- the veggies/meat is in the crock pot and smells so good.. I need to go shread the meat and make the pasta here in a few. Pair that in with sorting some clothes,putting away some dishes and just generally hoping that I don’t have some sort of permanant eye damage + taking out the dog.. thats pretty much my day
I just wanted to writeĀ while I had a few minutes and I thought it might help me feel better. I don’t know if it did or not lol but .. to me it really feel like when you have some eye stuff in your eye and it hasn’t worked itsself out quite yet- and it is on your colored part and its like a sleepy fuzz thing so ??? ?
I seriously wish I had got to go to the DR today. … and i’m still thinking about that 8 a/m apt lol..
later gators. I’m sure its all gonna work out. I keep going YOU ARE NOT IN PAIN. YOU CAN SEE. YOUR EYES ARE JUST WEAK… so here is hoping you know?
