I don’t think I mentioned in my post from this morning that I was IN BED by 8:30 last night! I mean yeah, we laid there and watched TV till about 9:30 or so but, I really enjoy doing that! It is really nice to unplug and just lay there and cuddle and watch tv.
With that being said I have really noticed my mood to FINALLY start improving for the first time in almost 2 months. I Mean, sure I have gradually perked up, but I think I am finally starting to be more of my old self. I know that it has GOT to be because of the turning of the seasons, and the fact that September has always been one of my favorite months. The weather has been a tiny bit cooler and it’s been a bit dreary so I have been burrowing in my sleep! I love it! I can’t wait until it is cool enough to build a fire in my fire pit, and maybe sleep with the upstairs windows open (i’m a bit sketchy on that one ever since we had the double murder right down the road though!)
The only thing i’m really in a funk with is trying to find things to make for dinner but with it getting cooler hopefully me and the crockpot can get together and find some great recipes ..and of course there are several different soups and heavier foods i’ll be able to make.
Nothing in my little vague situation has improved, but nothing has gotten worse. Except for the fact it is going to take me about 8 more hours of my time and $250 more bucks than I expected at this point. …and it probably won’t be anywhere near OVER until this time next year…so i’m really sick of dwelling on it. I will do what I can to work on it until then that way I won’t be overwhelmed when the time comes.. but it is what it is. I can’t change a darn thing!
I can’t believe that today is tuesday! I haven’t really had to get too much going today thanks to last thursday when I cleaned a bazillion things …and they managed to pretty much stay like that through the weekend!! A load of clothes.. cleaning out sam’s box.. there are a couple dishes but.. meh.. not a big deal! I think we will have hotdogs for dinner..
I just wanted to write and say I really do hope to be back as full force as I can be! I know that soon it will be time for me to get my first evil nasty fall cold so.. fingers crossed thats a while off!