Have I mentioned that I do kind of sort of want to go on a cruise? I am sure you have probably saw me mention it at some point! I do have so much travel anxiety in general though so I think with a cruise it would be super heightened and I might feel stranded or trapped and then i’d be so worried about not being able to get home if something did happen and that sort of thing. I know that I have looked up a ton of cruise stuff on pinterest and various websites and even was going to start a notebook for it at one point because we were super serious about going but then it never seems to work out- we just end up going to TN or the Beach or .. even worse we don’t go anywhere at all and end up staying at home! I think that if we ever get really serious I might find a travel agent and check into places like www.sbtravel.com
We all know that I am a bump on a log or stick in the mud or whatever people like to say , and I think I have gotten worse than ever with just wanting to be alone and sit at home and all that sort of thing- I mean I did go to that party the other night and I am so super proud of myself over that , but could I do it again? I have NO idea. I might be able to do it on a smaller level or something , but I really don’t know a lot of people and that is kind of my fault too ha ha and I always feel so out of sorts! Oh and as far as getting a job? I know people do like to talk about that when it comes to me, but it just hasn’t ever been something that has been really a front burner issue- but sometimes I do think well… maybe… just to get out and try to socialize and make a little something and that sort of thing- but it would probably be a good idea for me to find something like what they offer here: https://www.rebeccamountain.ca/program/high-performance-coaching/
One thing we have been super lucky with at our apartment places in the past is having water and sewer basically easily accessible and even though they aren’t included they have been fairly reasonable in their rates- I don’t know why but waste water (sewer) always costs more though- sometimes double the regular water rate! I guess it costs more to clean it so to speak? Luckily as well, we haven’t ever had a real issue with being able to smell the waste water around anywhere that I have lived- it must be super well maintained like what the people on this website here offer. I know though that out at walmart here from the house I have smelled a smell that I have thought was waste water before- and I don’t know what that is about- you would think they would have that kept up a little bit better!