Well after Saturday, I do believe this year will early on take the cake as the worst year ever. You don’t want to get the kind of phone call I got, and you never want to see what I saw. I can’t write about it, because it is that painful. It’s worse in my mind than what happened to ME back in the summer and that speaks wonders. My whole family is basically being torn apart around me and I can’t stop it and don’t even fully know what is going on. No one does 🙁 If you are positive thoughts/prayer person please keep my family in yours. If something doesn’t give and get better … I *thought* things were calming down but after talking with my mom today, I def. don’t feel that way anymore. I feel like things aren’t even to a head yet, and I don’t know what to even think…
David and I did try to salvage a bit of Saturday and Brad came over and hung out with us over at David’s dads with Alex, so that was nice. I really couldn’t enjoy myself though because of the worry 🙁 maybe next time we all hang out right?
Yesterday we slept in pretty late, went over to see brad before he went home/watched football,etc It’s all a big blur, as most of my weekends are.
I need to get a few things in the house done as well as online, but my thoughts totally aren’t right today so I don’t know what i’ll manage to get into. I think i’m gonna run for now though, so catch ya’ll later gators.
