well i hadnt really planned to update today, because theres nothing really worth blogging about. but since i’m on somewhat of a roll i thought i’d at least try to write a few lines about something or another.
i’m going to bed soon i suppose. i’m not tired. i’m bored. i wanted to drink some tonight but of cours that never works out. someone only wants to do something the day after i’m wanting to do something. when i’m in the mood to drink, its kind of like when i’m in the mood to do other things. when it passes… well i’m not in the mood anymore.
oh honestly though I don’t know why i even try anymore. i can’t eve tell you the last time i actually had sex sex. oy. i can’t believe i just wrote that, but hell its true. its always other things and then not that.
ugh. and david wont quit bitching about the netbook now. we have had NO problems with it, except the mouse froze up while ago, and wouldnt scroll but hell that has happened on every computer that i have had, so big freaking deal.
you know since he’s not the one paying the bulk (and when i say bulk we are basicaly talking all) of the money on this thing he doesnt even have any room to talk.
see this is why i hate blogging sometimes. i only write the negative things, and then people are like oh all you ever do is have problems and all that. well thats baiscally the only time i feel the need to blog about things lol.
i mean whatver. it is what it is. its just a little stupid to be this young and be sitting at the house on friday nights.
i miss going out. i miss having different people to be with. now its the same thing all the time. nothing ever changes. and i dont even see it ever changing.ugh
my whole life i couldnt wait to get out on my own away from this house. and by god here the heck i am. right back here again. and it wasnt because being here was so bad, i just wanted a place of my own.
ok i am stopping the rant now. i’ll go back to the boredom.
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