Hey Everyone
Well first of all David is doing the 4 a/m thing this week and well.. it sucks! I have been having these crazy emotions as it is- mostly a whole crap to of anxiety for some reason which leads to panic attacks and that is crap- especially early in the morning you know? We have been having to go to bed early, and I have been reading on my fire tablet and last night i was awake about 10 times before 2 a/m.
Anyways, I finally talk myself out of a panic attack- am almost to sleep and I hear this weird BOOM noise. at first, I thought it was thunder and then when I rolled over and looked around I was like OH SNAP the power is out! This was at about 5:35. This set me back into a panic because I just had a ooky feeling and thought something bad was going to happen.
I finally got a little sleep here and there after 6:3o or so. Then around 8 My mom had sent me a message she was going to go to Christian Ministries and I was like o.k i’ll go. I don’t really know why I went though she was in “nichole is a fat cow and has to wear like a mumu mode” – like literally everything I picked out was “too little” and she kept picking out the god awful stuff you could think of so.. yeah… I got a few things but nothing that just was that exciting. I want to up there sometime another with david and just go bannanas and get whatever the heck I want lol.
I got to run in publix for a minute and get the sales paper and the new coupons I didn’t have .. then I went and saw heather and tanned at the tanning bed. Sometime while I was out the power came back so that is good.
I don’t know what i’m going to do for dinner- I am thinking mashed potato bowls and other than that i’m going to just see what the day brings 🙂 I know i’m going to go start the dishwasher and then well.. ?? 🙂
later gators!
