Hey Everyone
I swear this is like the 4th post I have started today.. the first 2 didn’t have a good tone at all- let me just say I started out the day in an awesome mood! It is sunny, sort of warm, and I didn’t feel too awful bad when I woke up so I was in one of these do all the things type of modes and really excited to be in that kind of mood because it has been so long it seems since I did feel like that! I had thought the spring perk up for myself would have started a while back but where we have had such whacky weather and stuff well.. yeah.
My mom successfully ruined that mood by taking it upon herself to do something that was frankly none of her business or concern to take upon herself to do. I love my mom and I generally just let her push me over and this morning I just stood my ground after she had told me some things on the phone and then stopped by – I called her bluff and I think she was just shocked. So she left and I don’t figure i’ll be really talking to her for a few days or so at least but it is o.k. I am not the one who is mad – and I am also not the one poking my nose where it doesn’t belong like she tends to like to do. I might say stuff to david after the fact she gets on my nerves, but I am pretty much a YES person when it comes to her and I always have been so..I guess I have just got to the point that I figure I am 33 years old not 3 years old so… we’ll just leave that at that for now. Well, I do want to say of all the things someone could “help” me with what she came up with wouldn’t make my list at all and I feel there are other things way more important…
I did manage to crank up some music and get a few things done in the house after I calmed down a bit and realized it wasn’t a bad thing I stood up for myself. I have changed sheets on the bed, washed sheets, put away clothes, washed dishes and straightened the blanket on the couch (couch cover) and I am getting ready to take out Marley and then make dinner (sloppy joes) I had hoped to start cleaning out for my 2nd yardsale (May 13) because I did really good at the one Saturday, and maybe even go in the bathroom and straighten up the cabinets/drawers/linen closet (which I use for stuff that isn’t linens lol) but now I am not so sure. I do have a few minutes
I had also hoped to look up some writing prompts and do some pre-writing, work on making an play list for another world on youtube ( I have this mission to make the most complete AW play list ever- if I ever get to it i’ll be sure to share) and maybe work on some of my little fanfic/rpg story thing I write. See I really don’t know how to explain it because years ago I came up with this really bratty character kind of an alt ego type thing and I made her parents and family kind of follow another world. Then, as luck would have it when another world went off I found an RPG and they let me intergrate her into and it was tons of fun. I still have some of the old stuff. A few years back I started missing writing about her and I have dabbled here and there with different stories…it isn’t something I would let anyone else read- it is just for me and it relaxes me and such.
I had planned to wash my hair and straighten it but I guess that will not be happening either – it is already almost 4!
I sent out a few pitches over the weekend and I will likely wait till tomorrow to follow up on those.. I wish I could get a yes though because it would probably make me feel better about myself on a day like today.
This week is a short week because of good friday so I think that might be why I am in GO GO GO mode 🙂
well I want to write more but I am gonna get off of here and see if there is anything I can get done really quick before I do have to take marley out and start dinner- I might just sit here and read for a minute- I turned on the fan just a minute ago and I kinda just want to chill!
later gators