Hey Everyone
Seriously, I have NO OOMPH or get up and go and haven’t in several weeks. I am thinking this whole month at least- now I basically have a one track mind and no matter how hard I try I can’t get over thinking about this one thing – you know the one thing I have been vague about? I have no desire to really be online and especially not to blog /write reviews even though I am probably well behind on at least 2 of my reviews right now and if I could just get in that sort of mood I could knock them out in about a couple of hours! They aren’t hard I just don’t have that sort of mind set right now.
So back to that vague thing- I currently have 2 options – one of which was basically off the table. Of course the one that was off the table and kind of presenting and issue is my #1 choice. However, time is of the essence and this is a slow go either way so I am basically giving this one to the end of the week to pan out or we are going to have to go with option #2 or just give up. I am VERY Excited that this is happening and even though we are in a time crunch hopefully it will all work out this go around.
Yesterday my mom and I had went to look at option #2 and then when we were on the way back home my mom felt one of her silent migraines coming on. I had offered for her to come in and lay in my bed or even lay in the guest room /or let me take her home and then either I could have stayed or just had my dad and david arrange to get her car home later or something but she said no. Granted she didn’t even make it home before it hit (right before you turn in her subdivision) and she goes totally blind and it can cause loss of consciousness and at times I cant even understand her on the phone.
She got home, grabbed her frozen stuff out of the car and called me. She told me to call back at 2. Well when I called her at 2 I couldn’t even understand what she said. Later on she told me she never remembered calling me or me calling her. It is crazy! This is the 2nd one she has had in the last few weeks and no one knows what triggers them. She went over a year and never had one so.. it is really crazy.
We lucked out and got a check back from Toyota- something about the car title so we went out to eat for the first time in I don’t even know last night. This week is pay check but it is power bill and rent so its all spent before it ever hit the bank if you know what I mean. My mom said she’d take me to the store but it is so hot I can’t even imagine getting out- I think it was 97 last time i looked.
Well I am gonna get off here and just find something to chill and do like read a book or something. All this stress about is this going to happen on my vague thing is killing my sleep for sure!
later gators