I am so stresed i can’t see straight.
I still cant believe duke bit my mom. then david is honestly getting on my last nerves. i mean my parents offered for us to move in with them for 200 a month..everything included. it would allow us to save over 600 a month. I have tried to explain to david that his job isnt a sure thing and we should NOT sign another lease just in case something were to happen
my dad and david work at the same place. my dad has worked there 21years. and he says that the time is definantly comming where some people are going to get layed off. but david wont hear of it. living with my parents is like the stupidist thing he ever heard of. i might as well told him we should move to the desert or something.
lease is up at the end of the month. it would be a perfect time to pack and get out of here while we freakin can. but like i say. its like banging my head into a wall.
no, i dont blame him for NOT wanting to live with my parents. as good as they are to him/us that isnt really anyones idea of an ideal sittuation. but it would keep us out of financial ruin if the time comes.
david and i are having problems out the ass anyways. sometimes i don’t really know what keeps me here. sometimes i miss some people from my past. not in a sexual way, but in the way of having someone to talk to. i have better conversations with shadow and duke than i have with david/ he always has some smart comment and calling me a bitch right and freakin left. ugh.
right now i’m in the middle of trying to get my hw that is due tommorow done. its tables in word. i hate tables. most people think they are easy, but I don’t. i’d rather type 5 page reports other than this. ugh ..they are supposed to be in landscape and they are driving me nuts.i guess partly because i’m so aggravated about everything else
my mom is seriously gonna go with verizon or altel for her go phone thing. shes paying 60 bucks a month right now with att and she says she cant afford it. thing is i cant afford even 30 to keep me a go phone. but we’ll work that out i suppose.
anyways i’m out. its hot i have a headache and i’m probably gonna take a nap here in a few
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