Hi everyone!
Don’t get too excited with me updating 2 days in a row lol… I just had a few minutes and thought I would write a few lines.
I had some sort of “breakdown” last night. It has been a looooong time since I did and I don’t really know what triggered it but it wasn’t related to anything that my normal breakdowns are related to. Some how another I got on a whole other track and was on to things that happened to me YEARS ago, and things that most people do not know! It was rough and I felt horrible afterwards and I kept david up and yeah BLAH!
Then in the midst of all of that David forgot to turn on his alarm so he overslept by like 45 minutes this morning and I had to take marley out while I was half asleep!
I think some of the problem might be that I haven’t left the house in over a week too. David said he will take me out this evening so that makes me feel good. I am hoping that it will start being warm in the evenings and maybe I can go walking on the trail… I have thought about even doing that in the day with Marley but I don’t like being out “alone” it just creeps me out!
I think that being active would help me with some of my mind stuff and maybe knock some more weight off of me. I had actually lost 10 more lbs right before Christmas (20 total) but it is already back on BLAH!
Right now I desperately need my hair colored I have needed it done for several weeks but Havent managed to get over to my moms to get it done! I hate having to wear troll hair but that is where I am at right now BLAH!
It has taken me all day to semi perk up, and It is 3:00 and I need to start a load of clothes in the washer, wash a few dishes, vacuum and try to spiff me up a little bit so I will be ready when david gets home.
later gators