Hey Everyone!
Well between David having Nausea and Dry Heeves adjusting to this medicine, and still having a panic attack (this morning around 2 a/m) We did manage two or three nights where we pretty much both got to sleep through the night! However, neither one of us have managed to get what you would call “caught up” just yet. For me sleeping in the day is about nearly impossible since they have been painting and piddling on our building here for like 3+ weeks!
I will get all caught up and back to whatever normal is sooner than later I hope. These meds he is taking for anxiety are supposed to take 2 weeks to start taking a minimal affect and then a month for the full thing… They did give him meds in case he has a major panic attack between now and then but they aren’t something you really want to have to take unless you have to, especially with him having to work in Heavy Equipment.
Today I have felt pretty alright and I have been trying to do some follow ups on different things and send out emails and all that good stuff , just so I can feel like I accomplished a little something online at least!
It is a really nice day outside..we have a nice breeze and when David came home for lunch we sat on our patio while he ate 🙂 I also have our sliding door open to the patio so we can enjoy the breeze (Sam, Marley and Me) These are honestly my favorite kind of days.
I am in a really good mood even if after I wrote this post and added in this note here about what I wrote below you might not be able to tell it. Church has brought me an different since in my life. David and I are eating healthier, being more open and more active. I might not be in the biggest online place right now (and it happens) but I am feeling a “come back” coming on (ok 3 weeks of not blogging so much isn’t that much of a thing but to me it is lol)
I am working on two blog posts right now… one is a major epic post that will be PW protected with info that just doesn’t need to be out here for everyone to see, but it is something I want to get out. The other is one about Cyber Bullying/Blogger Bullying That I will be posting on BE (I think. I am kind of skeptical on publishing that one but honestly some people need to learn where to draw lines when they have issues with other bloggers. You don’t need to be going to their social media and stirring in stuff MONTHS after the fact and things like that.
For me I have just came to the realization where I just have this motto” you are just someone behind a keyboard and when you stir up stuff it doesn’t make me look foolish, it makes you look foolish” I mean seriously? what are you gonna REALLY accomplish by doing that kind of stuff? NOTHING. But I will save the gist of that for that post if I end up publishing it!
Honestly if I have “cut ties with you” you won’t see me all over your social media/visiting your blog or making “seemingly vague” posts. There is absolutely no one from the past that I have quit talking to that I have any desire to talk to or be friends with again. That is hard to say, but it is true. I don’t have time for that mess in my life. If you have children and any sort of a life of your own I don’t see how you do either!
I just don’t understand if you don’t like someone/their blog/anything about them/they are successful/ they are happy whatever the case is why you would continue to stalk the beejezus out of someone you know? do you seriously have nothing to do with your time/you are that bored?
In the long run always remember.This is MY blog and I will post whatever I want. My social media Accounts are mine and the same thing applies. I won’t “Just go on” just because you don’t like me. Contrary. I will probably blog and be more active just to spite you!
Well I didn’t plan to get into this on here but it is what was in my heart and it came out so be it lol
Catch ya later gators!