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Oh I am the QUEEN of What If’s for sure. I tend to over analyze things and read too much into them! Take for example my recent bout of “the drama” … I pretty much KNEW that even if the evidence came back that all I would have to do was community service and pay a ton of money …but to me they basically had me in jail and all kinda crazy crap lol. There was pretty much NO way that would have happened but in my head it was the reality of the situation.. no matter how many times people who i know had been through the same thing /i read up on things/etc .. I had went to the far worse case scenario!
I don’t know why I tend to over analyze things though.. it really doesn’t matter what it is. I think I am really just afraid that something bad will happen to me, even if I haven’t done anything wrong! I do really good with NOT thinking of these kind of things for the most part and I can pretty much “talk myself down” but it does suck lol. I have gotten a lot better than I used to be about it, but I just think something off the wall crazy and horrible can happen at any time (which in reality it could!) see.. here i o already lol.
So in short I do the “What if” with everything and sometimes to an extreme lol. I do however try to take it down a notch and not do it to the extreme when I can ๐