For More Information about the Be Society writing challenge & more please click the button above! I think that most of us know what I am going to write about for this one!I have had several bouts of depression but.. The most difficult time in my life was from June 22nd 2012- May 13 2014. That is literally the darkest time of my life,and the fact that it drug on so long is still crazy. I get when you do something stupid that sometimes that there needs to be consequences and what not but to put someone through that kind of living hell for really no reason was just insane! I think the most dark I ever was with it was right after it first happened.. I am telling you some memories in my head I wish I could get rid of and that night would take the cake. I literally starved myself for almost 4 days .. I was only drinking water and such so I wouldn't end up in the hospital. I read the post that I wrote when it first happened (let me stop to say , that in case you don't know what happened … [Read more...]
Day 6/31 July Writing Challenge with @thebesociety Someone You Miss #besociety #bejulychallenge
For More information about this challenge and/or BE society please click the button above! This is one of the spookiest things ever. This post is for July 6th (I am doing a little bit of writing ahead on some of the posts) and My great grandma died on July 6 2010. I think it was meant to be for me to write a little bit about her apparently! I miss my great grandma so much .. sometimes it seems like she has been gone longer and sometimes it seems like it just happened . It took me almost 2 years to properly grieve her death as she was really the first person that I was truly close to that died. I was lucky to have her in my life for 26 years! I won't ever forget getting the call that she had died.. I was happy though that she went peacefully in her sleep but I really wish she would have been at home in her own bed when it happened and not at the nursing home. (She had went there after being in the hospital.. i think she had to do some sort of rehab before she was going to … [Read more...]
Day 5/31 @TheBESociety Writing Challenge Your Worst Habits(I did flaws instead lol) #besociety #BeJulyChallenge
For More Information on this writing challenge & more information about BE Society please click the button above :) I am sure I have several really bad habits, don't get me wrong! However, I am on a thought train where this made me think of flaws I have with a few things, so come ride along with me lol I know the main one is one that I have had for many years and that is the fact that I am an overthinker! I can seriously make a mountain out of a mole hill, so to speak! Then it just goes from there and I get all of these scenarios in my head and worry about how things are going to play out.. then I stop for a minute and kind of just go WHAT THE HECK NICHOLE? lol, because I realize that most of what I am thinking isn't even REAL and sometimes it isn't even realistic. I think I just have to prepare myself for the worst case scenario sometimes. I also know that I will get like this and have people be like CHILL OUT and that isn't going to happen and that just makes it … [Read more...]
Day 4/31- July Writing Challenge with @TheBESociety – Proud Moment #besociety #bejulychallenge
For more information about the BE society Writing Challenge and/or BE Society click the button above! This is a post that is taking me a little more thought than I thought it would! I think one of the proudest moments I have experienced is more like not a moment but an accomplishment in general, and that is the fact that David and I have made it as long as we have in our marriage(7 years!). We had lots of people who were against us getting married so early on, and we even experienced being rejected on our requests for someone TO marry us because of it. This includes members of David's family (then again you already knew they are some of the most weird and backwards people ever lol). I think when we run into these people it just makes me so full of "We showed you" I know that is not the best attitude but you know what ? Their attitudes were pretty crappy towards us, so I am kinda like well .. you asked for it! I truly have always believed it doesn't matter how long you know … [Read more...]
Day 2 of 31 @TheBESociety July Writing Challenge- Personality Traits #besociety #bejulychallenge
If you would like more information about the writing challenge and/or BE Society you can click the above button! This is a very interesting question, because I think generally people get hung up on the things that they don't like about themselves (which I could make you a huge list of!) but for the most part I figure I am 30 years old and I am just the way I am, and there isn't going to be a whole lot I can do at this point lol. 1. I love my dry wit/sarcasm. It might come off wrong to those who aren't close to me, but I can pretty much turn anything into a joke somehow, and I am a very sarcastic by nature type of person. 2. I like more than anything that I am UNIQUE and I usually don't have the popular opinion on things. I always say "I dare to be different" because I really do. 3. I am a pretty good judge of character for the most part to. If i get a ooky or off feeling about someone or even about something it is usually right. I am a very intuitive … [Read more...]
July Writing Challenge with @TheBESociety Day # 1- Goals for the month! #besociety #bejulychallenge
If you want more information on participating in BE Society's July Blog Challenge Please click the button above! I have so many goals for July, it is off the charts crazy! Of course, as always most of them are blogging related! I have a couple of reviews to get done, as well as a facebook party to plan in association with one of the items! I have neverdone a facebook party before, so to say I am nervous is an understatement! Here are a few more things that come to mind: At least clean enough in my closet to be able to change purses work on putting some of the things in the ktichen in better spots move the little cabinet in the laundry room up towards the door so I can better access it start planning my meals & stop eating out so much! keep up with making my to do lists because when I don't I start being slack! organize in the bathroom a bit more have another yardsale (maybe, or at least get some stuff together for one) enjoy outside more.. I have a patio.. … [Read more...]