ugh today is a nasty gray blah day. it hasn't actually rained yet, and there have been some patches of sun, but you get my point. after a week of brightness, and me feeling so alive and awake..today i just want to lay in the bed. david told me not to make anything for dinner yet. i offered to make spaghetti, soup, chicken fried steaks, or a pizza. so whatever. i hate the last couple of days before he gets paid and we get to go to the store. we are low on everything and we really don't have the option of being picky so i'm not sure if we are moving with my parents or not. i really really really cannot get it into my head that shadow would be ok as an outdoor cat. i just don't know. i mean he'd be happy i'm sure..but it would break my heart! david and i owe SO much more on credit cards than i realized. i'm actually embarassed that we owe as much as we do. but i kinda know paying a minimum payment isnt really gonna do that much last night he when he was in his tizzy over the stupid … [Read more...]