I am really really wanting to get pregnant right now. I ain't getting any younger my friends. plus, with all of my health problems the sooner the better. who knows if I can even get pregnant you know? I really want a baby within the next year or so ..i'm gonna be 25 and I don't want to be having kids late in life. Most of you that come here , don't know some of the things from my past. back in january 2005 i'm 99% sure that I had a miscarriage. It would have been Jason's baby. (back then there was a jason & a mark and latter on a tim) mark was a control freak, jason was like my best friend with advantages and I dated tim for almost 1 year. anyways, sometimes i wonder about all the problems that i have now and if they aren't because of some of the things that happened back then. well more latter. i'm trying to get some stuff done around the house & eat some salad & watch days of our lives here in a lil while ng … [Read more...]