This post is super brought to you by me having a ton of time on my hands to think about old times lately! I could write more in depth stuff at some point- because that is something I have wanted to bring to the blog, I just haven't because I - I really don't know why but.. you might see more posts that are kind of about the old times and being reflective and such in the near future! When I was younger, I actually was pretty tame by most peoples standards - I think that was because I totally came off as "bookish" and just generally sweet and innocent- I have been told I have a very innocent face before, and have even confessed to certain things and people have thought I was just joking and being silly. I do tend to be a joking sort of person, and very sarcastic so, I guess I can see that! I think that what most people were the most shocked about, was that I basically had 3 guy "friends" at one time (most people thought that it was basically just a friends sort of … [Read more...]
Archives for May 2020
Eye Drama Again…(Different Eye, Same Drama)
Hey Everyone So... You aren't going to believe this BUT... I had EYE DRAMA AGAIN! This time it happened on Thursday night in the LEFT eye this time. I just laid here half the night in pain and scared and I never woke David up because I didn't want to worry him- and I kept thinking I was just crazy and that if I could go to sleep everything would be o.k and I didn't think it was going to be anything come the next morning.... I actually wasn't even going to mention it to him , but when he was about to leave I started to have a panic attack about it. I told him to just go ahead to work and that I would call and that if I needed him i'd let him know. We knew that my mom could take me and honestly there isn't anything that he could do, so it wasn't really worth him loosing time at work over. I had a feeling that it was pretty much the same thing that had happened a few weeks ago to the right eye- but maybe in a more concentrated part of my eye... I almost put some of that … [Read more...]
Eye DRAMA … AGAIN
Hey Everyone SO I haven't updated in OVER A MONTH and I SUPER APOLOGIZE! I don't have a good excuse for the majority of the time I didn't update but I do have one for the last several days! I have ANOTHER EYE INJURY !! Can you believe it? It started last Saturday with just a super fuzzy right eye- not the left this time.. and I honestly still question that the fuzzy issue was part of what happened later on because it never was red or super mad even! Anyways I went through this most of the day(I was thinking allergies and whatnot) and then in the middle of the night things took a HORRIBLE PAINFUL TURN and I was up crying and screaming and it was NOT PRETTY. I didn't really know WHAT to do and I knew the emergency room just really wasn't an option for me in a lot of ways- so I kept thinking if I calmed down and slept i'd just sleep it off ..but I woke up a few other times and it had started to TEAR and I knew it just wasn't going to get better on its own any time soon.... I … [Read more...]