Sometimes it shouldn't be POKE on facebook. it should be knock the person the hell out. lol. I had a very nice chat with Angel last night!! I hadn't talked to her or anyone for that matter on AIM since ...probably before we moved back in january. and apparently i shouldn't be allowed to do math..ever. jason was 22 when i was 20, *sigh* lol yesterday david didn't get home right away from work..he's usually here around 3:45 and it was closer to 4:30. i think he'd been to walmart or something. he ate dinner, watched days of our lives with me and went to bed! So i was a little..bored and lonley and whatnot.i really didn't do to awful much...watched friends..played around online. around 11 I started drinking wine, drank 4 glasses and went to bed a little after midnight. and I SLEPT THROUGH TILL 6!!! I think i should have prob stayed up but oh well!! I simply told david he should drop off the t-mobile phone in the UPS dropbox (theres one less than 5 min from his work) so he … [Read more...]
thanks for helping me grow up!
*if you leave some bitchy ass comment on this post just because it's about jason belive me i know where the hell delete is , of course most of you have realized by now he is my best friend and i'm glad that he still wants to be a part of my life, so i shouldn't have to worry* I can remember being 20 when i first started talking to J. I didn't know how to do SHIT for myself. he was 21 and had already been out on his own and this that and the other. i was so innocent it was scary. seriously you may not know i had never been kissed or anything else till the summer i turned 20! I went on my first date when i was on the cusp of being 20 (i was about 2 weeks out from my 20th birthday) When i got into appalachian it was a running joke with me and J about how the hell i'd ever survive without having someone to do my shit for me.i was not only lazy and had no clue about like anything, i was spoiled to freaking death. i used to get up to get ready for school and my mom was still doing … [Read more...]
good grief.my throat is begining to resemble ...i don't know. i'm just gonna say it is NOT pretty. it reminds me of when i was at app, and people would come up to me and ask to see my throat, because it was so bad at one point. I should have let tim take me to the infirmary and maybe even went and had my tonsils out. oh well. lol i'm still not sleeping right. and boy is it starting to really take its toll! i think i use more energy trying to fall asleep than i get out of sleeping. and when i do it like 3 or 4 times in a nights time ...well it isn't no wonder i feel the way i do!! i stayed up till after midnight. i figured david was gonna go to bed around 10 but he stayed up too....i played solataire, messed around online,etc anything to try to tire myself out.i am thinking bout a hot bath and some wine late tonight. i think i drink to early for it to have an effect on me anymore. i can remember when ONE B&J wine cooler would knock me into a deep sleep where i'd wake up with … [Read more...]
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sleep would be nice…
I feel like CRAP today, let me tell you. first of all I haven't been sleeping AT ALL for like a week and a half. i've been so worried about my nanny, and all kinda other mess, well I just lay awake and think to much. which isn't saying a whole lot, because i'm like that anyways. but with the hot weather and added worries, well its not helping. second of all its rainy and dreary...so of course i don't feel like doing anything. so whatever. i'll lazy around for a while and eventually get the dishes washed and thts probably all i'll accomplish today. i've been working on my review for eden fantasies... i need to come to a conclusion and get that up. i'm so slow lol. the sad thing is i was actually back to sleep before david went to work this morning, and then the car wouldn't start, so i had to call my mom at 630 to come jump off our car. our neighbors are a bunch of pricks. i really wish we still lived at our old apt. our neighbors were SO MUCH BETTER than that. Sam … [Read more...]
I could have SWORE i wrote a rant post about my phone yesterday. long story short the keyboard has quit lighting up AGAIN. I should have KNOWN better than to get another motorola phone.ugh. I will have to call the warranty dealer store to see if they have one in stock, if not i'll wait...i'm not paying 9 bucks for shipping again! I think if it happens again, they said i can get something different. i have a feeling it will happen again, so i'm thinking about a white mytouch. Also, my window button (that gives me access to windows/options now has to be hit like 4x to get the options to come up) anywayys... i was laughing at some comments that i got on my last entry...because YES i am married lol. i've been married come 3years in june. i put up the old pic of me and my nanny because of her being sick and everything...it just seemed appropriate! I am up early for me this morning because my mom has gotten in this annoying habit of calling me lately, instead of waiting for … [Read more...]