I REALLY REALLY want to do a v-log. it would take an eternity to upload it for some reason though! I did better on dialup for some reason when it comes to video uploading. UGH!! I started to post at lights again! I had missed that board over the last few months. it is just SO active and everyone is beyond friendly to me over there :) its awesome. I couldn't go online today, because something went wonky with the netbook/hd2 tethering, and the phone had to be reset. I really didn't do much today, even though I have been awake since like 4 a.m! I got up around 7 and just lounged till 10ish. then I morphed into some cleaning freak cleaned the living room, finally got into my room and cleaned up my closet!! this is the first time its been clean n clear since we moved in. I also cleaned up a tiny bit in the kitchen and bathroom. I am trying to get some rest one way or another, or i'm gonna seriously LOOSE IT. i'm gonna take some benadryl soon and see how that goes. I really … [Read more...]
lazy
yesterday was one of the biggest days my site ever saw! it was awesome :) my mom left for virgnia this morning, so i'm officially stuck at the house durring the day until she gets back. it's ok though i'm pretty much used to it, and i think i'm getting a summer time cold or my allergies are just being extra evil...I don't really know! the weather here is SO dreary and icky. and where i haven't slept right for so long, well this really makes me want to sleep...right through the whole day lol. i guess it doesn't really matter if i did sleep right through the day, because hey at least i'd get caught up on my sleep! i'm also catching up on all the eating i missed out on last week lol. i don't know but my appetite went from where everything i thought of/tried to eat made me sick, to me wanting everything i can find! i don't have many plans for today. i'd like to wash some clothes/wash the dishes but honestly, i'll prob only get the clothes done. and clean sammy's box a lil bit. … [Read more...]
Bitches, Please!(Repost From LJ)
* I hardly ever post anything from my LJ onto my actual blog, but this time...i just had to do it. I am sick of kissing everyone's ass, wether it be online or off. ** i May 04 2010 @ 1240 pm i'm telling you i am about to loose my mind. I never write here anymore, and i keep saying i'm gonna and all this and that, but honestly i am thinking i should write here more, because i don't have all the snide bitchy comments here that i would get if i wrote things on my blog. and its funny because the people that leave these comments, well damn, go read their shit, and see if they don't have their own stupid issues, and they want to run their mouth on me? ... some of them have even done the same things as me, and they wanna act like just because they did it and did it first they are so much better anyways like i'm saying i dont know when people online got so damn judgemental and holier than freaking thou. my livejournal friends/ people from back in the day were....understanding i … [Read more...]
From MY heart (and even though its broken, I still have one)
I *honestly* don't know wtf to write. nothing is going right for me right now. yesterday I pretty much told david i'm about to be out the freaking door, because I am just so sick of everything. now he's on this kick where he's so nice you can just tell its fake , and i think that is more annoying than the way he usually is. I have tried to tell my parents, and all they will tell me is I know where home is/they love me no matter what blah blah blah. which is great to know they love me and support me. but let me tell you I am 26 years old and i'd just as soon take the torture i'm taking than to move back in with them. They also tried to convince me to leave and go to virginia to my grandparents for a while. i'm like ok wtf is that really gonna accomplish? yes it will seperate me from the sittuation, which might be a good thing, but the aggravation of me being there is gonna make it worse. I can't really stay up there more than a day with out totally going off my rocker. its so … [Read more...]
Eden Fantasies Review #1!!
This Is A Review Of A Sex Toy! if it would offend you to read a sex toy review, please don't read any further :) Thanks to Jenn I was able to get a job from Eden Fantasies, as a reviewer for their sex toys and other types of sexual type products. The first product I chose to review was the Bendable Touch vibrator which is made by Evolved Novelty. This vibrator struck my interests from the begining, because of its bendable qualities! I hadn't really ever educated myself in the world of vibrators other than a few i had seen in spencers, and the very few in my collection, but i hadn't really ever saw any that were bendy before! I was also interested because it was a rabbit vibrator, and i had been interested in purchasing one. I generally go for small vibrators, and generally I don't go for the kind that go inside of you because, i honestly can't get them to ever go the way i want them, plus I need clitorial stimulation. Since the bendable touch has a vibrator going on … [Read more...]
I used to sleep..oh wait,no i didn’t
I woke up at 1:30 this morning and was awake till around 4ish...slept sometime between then and 5:30 then from then on i was never asleep! the sad part was i didn't go to be till after 11 and i know it was after midnight before i was ever asleep! so BLAH WTF SLEEP? I took a nap around 2:30 ...about the time i got to sleep my mom called. i get back to sleep again and david came home. i slept till about 5:30 and got up...i never had a deep sleep it was just like surface sleep so it really didn't help. now its 9:30 and i'm wide awake..um yah? this is ridicoulous I just put in a disk of friends and started my nightly routine of friends,bath,internet,wine...etc... i prob won't be doing the wine tonight, because i realized i haven't ate ANYTHING today..and we really don't have anything to eat. i'm so queezy i don't want anything anyways.blah you know i think my sleep issues go back from when i was at app. I used to have some FUNKY sleeping back in those days. get up at around 6..get … [Read more...]