So I have SERIOUSLY gotten into the habit of SLEEPING TOO MUCH which has in turn led to me basically just lounging about feeling like CRAP most days :( The thing is, I kind of knew it, but I was too depressed to really care! Ever since the time changed last fall I haven't had very many what I would consider GOOD days. Which you know I chalked a lot of that up to seasonal depression, and well that was just the way it was going to be and that I would be OK in March when the time changed again. Guess What? The time changed and I did NOT bounce back. AT ALL. Somewhere in there I did manage to clean out about 10 bags of stuff out (spring cleaning, if you will) but.. for the most part March-May is just a big blur (as is from November-March) I was getting back to normal when we got the puppy (which is a whole blog post on its own) Then of course she didn't work out- then we got the new dog- and Yeah.. it has just been FOREVER since I felt normal/at peace and had an actual routine. I … [Read more...]
The Past 3 Years: A mini guide
So the last 3 years or so have been super crazy. Here is a list of random things that have happened, that I will probably end up writing out detailed posts about some of , at some point -Chemical Eye Burn & Grandpas Death (On David's Birthday, May 2019) -David Wreck (June 2019) -Parents serious wreck (August 31 2019)- 3 years ago today -David's summer of anxiety (2020) -My eyes and their cornea issue (May 2020) -TN Trip May 2021 (Honestly from what I remember 2021 was pretty mild and I can only think of like one random thing that was kind of bad) seasonal depression started AS soon as the time changed and never went away, apparently turned into actual depression(Fall, Winter 2021/ Spring 2022) David wreck (I know, 2 in 3 years right) Feb 2022 Puppy that unfortunately, no matter how bad I wanted it to work out with, didn't work out :( (June 2022) New Dog Luna that cause me hella anxiety for some reason (July 2022) Yes, its almost been 2 months and … [Read more...]
I’m Still Around!
Hi Everyone Well.. I kind of haven't been around in FOREVER, Again! I really hoped that Blogging might be something that I could throw myself back into this year, but so far... well I guess we can all see that hasn't been the case. Don't worry, it isn't like I'm cheating on blogging with much of anything else. I pretty much do housework, watch tv and hang out with the fur folks most of the day. When David is home, we have a new little thing where we collected a bunch of board games and we keep busy with those. It was kind of crazy that that the only game we even had was Monopoly! I also had a set of uno cards and a set of regular cards but that was pretty much it! Now we have a pretty good collection- I probably couldn't begin to name them, and last night we got connect 4. Also, a couple reasons I haven't been around - other than I think I hit burn out with blogging and reviewing when I did that big gift guide and trip several years back- so I kind of dived into reading- … [Read more...]
I’m old at 37 (Shut up at 2 /am!)
Hey Everyone Well.. Last night was a BUST with sleep. I had wanted to go to bed early, and had even put on my music headband & started my thunderstorm sound , put in my eye ointment and was actually IN BED and David asked me to stay up, so I was like o.k... I guess.... He had ran to publix for some cranberry juice and ended up bringing me back 4 of the mini bottles of wine (it takes all 4 to make a whole bottle) So I was like ok it is after 8, so i'll just drink a couple and go to bed by 9:30 or so. At 9:30 I was true to my word- 2 mini bottles and going to bed. At 10:30 I was still awake. At 2 a/m I woke up to get some water and i kept hearing this weird thump thump noise- I figured it was someone from upstairs in this one specific apartment, sitting in one of their cars listening to music. At 3 It was still going strong and It was driving me crazy! David woke up and was like WTF and I was like yeah, it has been going on for over an hour so get on my level! He went … [Read more...]
I say BRING BACK OLD SCHOOL websites!
This is NOT all that I want to write relating to this subject, but it is a good start :) So if you see something similar but longer on here you'll have to forgive me- it is something that I am passionate about - If I can remember I'll try to just link to this post if it will work lol. I am talking bout when the webs were young ya'll. I'm talking about when you weren't a "blogger" you were a webmaster/mistress and you had a website. Back when things were simple and fun. When you actually CONNECTED with others and left comments & were more than likely on someones message board that seriously rocked and connected EVEN FURTHER. Back when I could LEAVE COMMENTS ON. The one thing that sucked though about back then was You don't know how many awesome folks I lost touch with because back then there wasn't social media to be able to get to that level. If you were lucky you *might* know someones last name or have an old out dated email for them/ old messenger names (does anyone use … [Read more...]
let’s savage this freaking week!
I am SO hopeful that today I will actually be able to get up and ACCOMPLISH SOMETHING. This stinking migraine has pretty well wiped out my entire week, and I am NOT AMUSED. I would honestly rather get a migraine where I actually throw up, because they don't seem to be nearly as wicked and they don't seem to last nearly as long. Right now I guess I am more of in what I would call a "migraine hangover" stage and well.. it might be even worse than the actual headaches. But.. this thing has taken up enough of my week so.. i'm going to try to pick up some pieces and see if I can't manage to feel like this week hasn't been a total bust...*sigh* The MAIN thing I want to get done is kind of funny because I just want to shave and have clean sheets lol. Other than that, I think we are going to have raviolli again for dinner (I love making it because it makes a double batch so the 2nd time around is easy lol) I also have to make a freaking menu & grocery list and I am NOT looking forward … [Read more...]