Hi everyone! Don't get too excited with me updating 2 days in a row lol... I just had a few minutes and thought I would write a few lines. I had some sort of "breakdown" last night. It has been a looooong time since I did and I don't really know what triggered it but it wasn't related to anything that my normal breakdowns are related to. Some how another I got on a whole other track and was on to things that happened to me YEARS ago, and things that most people do not know!  It was rough and I felt horrible afterwards and I kept david up and yeah BLAH! Then in the midst of all of that  David forgot to turn on his alarm so he overslept by like 45 minutes this morning and I had to take marley out while I was half asleep! I think some of the problem might be that I haven't left the house in over a week too. David said he will take me out this evening so that makes me feel good.  I am hoping that it will start being warm in the evenings and maybe I can go walking on the … [Read more...]

Hi Everyone! So I have been taking a longer blogging/internet hiatus than I originally planned.. with the original taking off from the holidays and then the site being down... go figure I get everything all squared away and then BAM! I can't formulate a blog post to save my life lol. Court went well last week even though my lawyer showed up WAY after court started and I was freaking out! I actually asked one of the cops who was there what do you do if your lawyer doesn't show up lol. He was really nice about it and said that she would be there she was just late. It just sucked though because generally I only have to stay until 10, right before the judge gets there and this time I had to sit through like a million cases. BLAH! But good news is she says she is getting it threw out on may 13! I hope to be jumping back into blogging and such soon!  Just got to find the mojo and go with it when it happens.  I have mostly been napping a lot, going to bed early, and watching lots of … [Read more...]

Hi everyone! So,here is what has been going on and why there is at this point NO Update since Dec 21! First of all there was a post "50 things about me" that was written on Dec 28th, and it will make a reappearance asap. I took a little bit of an internet hiatus that was supposed to be just up to the new year or so. but.... There was a server error that caused any posts on my site from the last 2-3 weeks to disappear. Thankfully I was on a "break" and knew the name of at least one of my 2 posts (honestly, I wasn't even sure if there is a 2nd post on this site, but i had thought I did a regular type update) Anyways, I found the 50 things post in google cache and I will get it restored soon. On my other site , I lost a theme, and 2 posts which I also recovered with google cache. I was pretty lucky I didn't loose more than I did, and from now on I will probably be writing my posts in word and backing them up just in case lol. However in all the years I have had a hosted … [Read more...]

Hi Everyone! I woke up this morning around 6 a/m just to go to the bathroom and drink some water. At first I didn't notice anything "strange" because well, you know when you are like half awake and just planning to get right back in bed and go to sleep? yeah, that is where I was. Anyways other than being hot, I wasn't noticing anything. After I got out of the bathroom and drank some water is when it hit me. This HORRIBLE INTENSE SHARP pain in my stomach EVER. I have NEVER had such a feeling or such pain. I started freaking out because I have a really high threshold to pain, so you know it had to be horrible. I got scared and had to wake David up! I couldn't sit down in the bed because it was so painful, and when I finally manage to sit down, I could hardly get up. I was nauseous as well, but I wasn't so worried about that.. You know i am nauseous a lot and I was nauseous yesterday/last night. I just got scared it was my appendix but I also know my period is on the way..So when … [Read more...]

Hey Everyone! I have been ON FIRE with getting stuff in the house done this morning. I don't know what has gotten into me (other than coffee) but it can feel free to stick with me for a while. I have been sleeping decent and feeling pretty alright throughout the day for the past few days. I know that I have started to take my st. johns wort throughout the day instead of all at once before bed and I think that it might have something to do with it!  I am in a little better of spirits too it seems! I have done laundry (washed.dried.folded) Taken Marley out twice, fed Marley twice, cleaned sam's box, hung up christmas cards that I have so far, fixed the charms in my necklace from being totally whacked, vacuumed (though I have to do it all over again because this red rug attracts everything!) Washed dishes, cleaned up some junk on the coffee table, cleaned out some junk that was in the cabinet on our coffee table,put away towels, revived my hair,and..that is just what I can think of … [Read more...]

Hey Everyone I Swear today Is DRAGGING along! I think it feels like it should already be like 2 in the afternoon and it is barely after 12! I even got up at like 10:30 just like normal so I don't know lol. Yesterday I got so much random stuff done and the only thing I had left that I wanted to do was to wash another load of clothes and put some of my clothes away (which is what I will probably end up doing today) but when 6 p/m rolled around and I didn't have a phone call from David I was thinking he was just busy or had another phone call but when he called he said he would be late from work and I never even got a chance to get any words out of my mouth. I was already dressed up and ready to get out to the store and go eat! I finally got another call and he told me that he was still actually at work (I thought he was out and about somewhere for work) and that they had originally told him he would be there until 9 but he would probably be out of there by 7! He was after 8 … [Read more...]