david said he will bring me a caramel sundae when he is on his way home from scotts... my throat feels like i have ate something i'm allergic to...it feels swollen i suppose is the right word for it. for some reason i have hits from a place near me on this site. its not me... mine comes up from florida or some crap its just strange. to my knowledge NOOONE in real life knows of this sites link.especially noone from that area. anyways. i am watching season two of friends. duke was playing while ago and he threw his ball at me and it hit me in the side of the head lol. i always get hit by any ball that gets thrown. my feet are still freezing heres a picture of my baby ok well i'm out for now ciao … [Read more...]
Archives for March 2009
gray days
ugh today is a nasty gray blah day. it hasn't actually rained yet, and there have been some patches of sun, but you get my point. after a week of brightness, and me feeling so alive and awake..today i just want to lay in the bed. david told me not to make anything for dinner yet. i offered to make spaghetti, soup, chicken fried steaks, or a pizza. so whatever. i hate the last couple of days before he gets paid and we get to go to the store. we are low on everything and we really don't have the option of being picky so i'm not sure if we are moving with my parents or not. i really really really cannot get it into my head that shadow would be ok as an outdoor cat. i just don't know. i mean he'd be happy i'm sure..but it would break my heart! david and i owe SO much more on credit cards than i realized. i'm actually embarassed that we owe as much as we do. but i kinda know paying a minimum payment isnt really gonna do that much last night he when he was in his tizzy over the stupid … [Read more...]
when u think it gets better
it doesnt. seriously. i finally convinced david to go move in with my parents. or he convinced hisself or whatever. but then he done a 180 and flipped out over his stupid entertainment center. because I can't help that it won't fit in my old room over there? I didnt say he couldnt keep the stupid thing. I said that he would have to put it in the guest bedroom or in the building. ugh i swear if you were me you' wouldnt understand why you havent already threw yourself down my stairs. i hate blogging cuz all i write about is negative stuff . hopefully something will change and i will be more positive again. ciao for now. i am in class. i am bored. lol … [Read more...]
salty baby!
drinking some salty margarittas lol. they really good. dont ask me why but i really like the margaritta salt. anyways i don't know anything about moving to my parents. david finally has started to consider the idea, but he hasnt mentioned anything about it today so i dont know my mom and i are thinking about getting the altel for the phones. I don't know .. anyways i installed site meter. i don't like that i dont get page stats and stuff but at least i know i'm getting hits i'm out for now luv ng … [Read more...]
stressed to the max
I am so stresed i can't see straight. I still cant believe duke bit my mom. then david is honestly getting on my last nerves. i mean my parents offered for us to move in with them for 200 a month..everything included. it would allow us to save over 600 a month. I have tried to explain to david that his job isnt a sure thing and we should NOT sign another lease just in case something were to happen my dad and david work at the same place. my dad has worked there 21years. and he says that the time is definantly comming where some people are going to get layed off. but david wont hear of it. living with my parents is like the stupidist thing he ever heard of. i might as well told him we should move to the desert or something. lease is up at the end of the month. it would be a perfect time to pack and get out of here while we freakin can. but like i say. its like banging my head into a wall. no, i dont blame him for NOT wanting to live with my parents. as good as they are to him/us that … [Read more...]
duke bit my mom. seriously
duke just bit my mom. how lovely is that? just about as lovely as i have tried to do my hw today, but it hasn't worked out for shit. I swear somedays its not even worth trying. i just want to go home and start over. but no, i'm here and the only way i can go home is when she's ready to take me home david is going to some stupid concert tonight, so i thought ok me and duke go over to moms and she bring us back sometime another. I didnt know that i'd want to go home almost instantly after being here. well i have been here since 12ish but she has been in a freakin bad mood since i got here. because i was trying to do my hw, instead of help her with her random internet whatevers. now my stupid idiot dog has bit her. so joys. gonna make for a great rest of the day. i signed up for payingpost but i dont never have a good google whatever because people quit linking me, or whatever so blah probably wont get approved. i wish though i could use some freaking money. especially since i'm prob … [Read more...]