that is all i am asking for. a little help. this whole moving thing was basically because of my mom offering to let us live there so cheap. and she was all excited about it. so would it be so hard for the woman to HELP? I am WORE OUT. physically.emotionally.mentally. I am beginning to think I have made the wrong choice here. if she is acting like this now, just imagine living there. or even more so, when we have to move again. my allergies are horrible. i am taking my medicine,but on top of all this i've developed some kind of lung infection/sore throat and i swear i believe I am going to cough up a lung at any moment. I have packed. i have rearranged. I have straightened up. i have carried very heavy shit down my stairs. since monday morning at 9.a.m. they are supposed to come get my dresser,chest,chinese formal table, coffee table and desk this evening. so we'll see. anyways. i am out..gonna go nap for a few while i have a chance. david and i might go out this evening..i'm so … [Read more...]

oh dear god. when was the last time i updated? if we would have had school during the last week I would have been more able to update. oh well. we have school today so here I am. I don't barely get online anymore...i am so out of it from packing and such. so please forgive me if i havent been to your site and commented in the last week. and forgive me if i don't make it by for another week or so (even though i plan to make the most of my time here in class and get to everyones site!) anyways... i have been packing my little ass off. most of it I am doing myself because my mom has better things to do apparently and david just drives me mad. soo.. i am pretty well out of it. and the fact that i got about 2 hrs of sleep last night. ha.yeah. only thing really interesting that has happened to me was last saturday david and i went and played pool and i actually got a little tipsy in public... ok well this was kind of pointless yes. i just want to check in with everyone.... more … [Read more...]

I have been freaking trying to formulate a post since saturday lol basically i spent friday/sat/sunday at my parents cleaning things up in my old room and the guest bedroom. i have finally realized i have a freaking too huge obssession with BOOKS. especially childrens books. you know for that day i'm a teacher. or that child i hope to one day have..lol yesterday my mom came over here and we straightened up in the kitchen a little bit and packed up almost everything..you know except food and a few things to use for the next couple weeks. i am trying to get ahead on my hw, i have typed like 7 or 8 of my documents (there are 10) they aren't due until the 21st which gives me like 2 weeks and thats why I just can't seem to get them done lol.which i mean i need to because I need to concentrate on packing and such. i am not getting any sleep at all lately. well either that or i'm going to bed at 6 getting up at 10 and staying up till 1 a.m or crap like that which isnt helping! I need REAL … [Read more...]

I really really hate when someone tells you they are going to help you out, and then they either don't come through or come through at the very last possible moment. let me explain. I help people out with homework all the time. I understand stuff comes up and you can't get stuff done, or you don't understand or whatever. if i've already taken a class and you haven't i'll even give you all my old work and notes to help you out. last semester i did this a little more than what I usually do. I ended up giving one set of notes and things to a girl and the girl went psycho cunt and I never saw them again.. I also helped out another girl, and the other day I was having trouble in the class I am taking now. she sent me a message on myspace saying she still had all her work from this class and she'd send me the stuff and hook me up, just let her know. so I email her back/call her and she finally called me back. in the meantime I did what I could of the work..just so I don't get behind in … [Read more...]

Friday night I decided to drink a little more than usual which proved not to be a wise decision. actually it might not be how much i drank but what i drank i was drinking vodka and gin and crown. most of that night is a blur, and from the pieces that i remember i am glad that it is a blur. saturday I just thought i was hungover. then i started hurling up alcohol and then it was just throwing up. see i am trying not to go into details. my parents felt sorry for me while david was gone to take his brother home and came and brought me broth, crackers,juice, ginger ale and ginger,jello,water. and stayed here for 2 hrs. i stayed sick the rest of the day, sunday, yesterday and i still am queezy today. so must not have been just the drinking. to address the whole condom thing. well i didnt find it in the actual lent trap. i found it when i took the actual lent trap out,down inside the vent or whatever. like i say it is the same kind that i used when i was having problems because the health … [Read more...]

well blue hell we just cannot win with the money sittuation because my husband is an IDIOT. or maybe I am. or maybe we both are I don't know. good thing we'll be moving soon! heres the latest. I checked the bank to see how much money we had. why i even bother anymore I have NO idea. it just brings me down. looks like david spent 40 bucks BOWLING with scott last weekend. what the blue hell!>? yeah... that brings me to another rant. now i have been married for almost 2 years. things arent as interesting as they might have once been for me and david . I will be the first to admit that we need some spice in our life. but what married man needs to go hang out with the boys every damn friday and saturday night (ok not every but for the past 3 weekends this time around) and not just one night, both nights..till 3:30 AM! yeah. one weekend they went to a club, which i found out through the online banking. i knew he went bowling I just didnt know it was that much! well he had his last … [Read more...]