I should probably make this password protected but honestly.. i'm about sick of censoring myself online/my site so.. yeah.. title inspired by rascal flatts song: I'm Movin On The last few days I have noticed myself change ...and for the better I believe. I am for the first time in years at peace with my life, especially with my past! I also want to change for the better. I want to get into shape and feel alive again. I am sick of seemingly being forever in a funk. I don't feel the need to apologize to anyone for things that happened 7-8 years ago. I was a very young and exceptionally naive, vurnerable girl. I can't say that I am happy with certain things.. some things you can try to forgive but never forget. A lot of this was inspired by the fact I cut all ties with Jason after he was here in december. He has changed way too much and I don't feel like I know him anymore. There has been so much more stuff go on than what I write here..but he got a little to obsessive and … [Read more...]

Someone I know has a birthday tomorrow. someone. A gal who loves pink, and perhaps owns this blog... She might be turning 28 at 7:23 a/m ... lol I used to get really excited for my birthday, but in later years..not so much! I haven't ever even really had a birthday party or anything extra special awesome like that. Mom already got me tanning for my birthday and ... well I am not expecting anything else. My grandma sent me a $25 walmart gift card, 2 little ornament thingys and a ameythest crystal bear that I left at moms..sam would have that stuff smashed in a split sec. lol. I was just talking to my mom about what she was doing this time 28 years ago, and she said eating a big mac, fries and apple pie with a coke! I was actually born on a saturday that year, (just like this year) and she had been in the hospital since thursday and hadn't been able to eat. My great grandma went and got her all this stuff at mcdonalds and they hid it when the nurse came around. It's funny … [Read more...]

  Today is one of those 73 degree February days.. oh wait.. even though I do live in the south, that doesn't sound right does it? lol I am fighting off some wicked cold, then again.. what else is new right? I went to bed about 9 p.m last night and david & I decided to watch COAL on netflix (we restarted it) so I think it really helped me with starting to feel better. I didn't get to go tanning yesterday because I was a bit red from the day before, and I didn't want to risk burning...I don't want any flashbacks from 2 years ago thank you very much (that's when the bed i was going to changed bulbs didn't tell me and oh yeah, I blistered!) I started wii fit again today. I also hope to cut the soda back out and go to water, teas, and juices... I am really happy that I decided to bring back grits-reviews in a way..or not bring it back I guess but to use it more for it's intended purpose, which is to let others submit their reviews. I never intended it to be an adult … [Read more...]

this is NOT a sponsored post, I just want to spread my love of streaming devices , netflix and hulu. I have in NO way been compensated for this post   When David & I first got married we didn't have the internet for about 3 or 4 months, we just went to the library and relied on their 1 hour a day limit. We also lived for 2 years with only local t.v.  I personally could go a whole lot longer without t.v than internet! When we lived with mom , she had directv, and when we moved out on our own again David wanted us to get it. I was reluctant, but agreed anyways. We got it in mid January 2009. My bill was never the same or even close to the same any month. and 50+ bucks? ridiculous! Last January they took out my payment 3x in a row which equaled 190 bucks! They didn't want to give me my money back, just credit my account! I was like yeah, um not working for me, because lets face it..who has 190 to just let them have at one time? I had other bills.. I asked how much … [Read more...]